There’s been so much on my mind lately. I don’t even know where to start.
I’ve burnt out at work. I’m tired of it. Every day is a chore. I need to move on to something more. There’s no more growth opportunity here, and despite being manager for a year, the likelihood of getting a raise is slim to none. I’ve heavily considered a second job as a temporary financial fix, but I know that will make me feel worse.
So I’ve been job hunting. Constantly tweaking my resume and cover letters to fit where I’m applying to. That in and of itself is incredibly mentally draining. But a necessary evil if I want to move forward.
The shittiest part is knowing it’s going to be extremely hard to get away from customer service or food service. That’s my skill set. Despite being confident I can learn other jobs with ease.
My other dilemma is far more personal. I’m in a situation where I can either hurt someone to tell them what they need to hear, or spare their feelings and continue on like it’s nothing. The latter is so typically me that it’s extra difficult to figure out what I should do.
I can’t really get into details. I’m pretty sure this person is already aware of the issue so I’d be rubbing salt into the wound, but maybe they’re not, or are choosing to ignore it to not fall deeper. I’d be lying if I said I’ve never done that.
At the same time, my last relationship ultimately failed because we lacked necessary communication.
So, life, if you could stop stressing me out, that’d be great.
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